I don’t know how humanity keeps going without mommies.
Who’s gonna love me like she did?
I don’t know how humanity keeps going without mommies.
Who’s gonna love me like she did?
Abstract: “This study was conducted by members of a site of the California Writing Project in partnership with a large, urban, low-SES school district where 93% of the students speak English as a second language and 69% are designated Limited English Proficient. Over an eight-year period, a relatively stable group of 55 secondary teachers engaged in ongoing professional development implemented a cognitive strategies approach to reading and writing instruction, making visible for approximately 2000 students per year the thinking tools experienced readers and writers access in the process of meaning construction. The purpose of the study was to assess the impact of this approach on the reading and writing abilities of English language learners (ELLs) in all 13 secondary schools in the district. Students receiving cognitive strategies instruction significantly out-gained peers on holistically scored assessments of academic writing for seven consecutive years. Treatment-group students also performed significantly better than control-group students on GPA, standardized tests, and high-stakes writing assessments. Findings reinforce the importance of having high expectations for ELLs; exposing them to a rigorous language arts curriculum; explicitly teaching, modeling and providing guided practice in a variety of strategies to help students read and write about challenging texts; and involving students as partners in a community of learners. What distinguishes the project is its integrity with respect to its fidelity to three core dimensions: Teachers and students were exposed to an extensive set of cognitive strategies and a wide array of curricular approaches to strategy use (comprehensiveness) in a manner designed to cultivate deep knowledge and application of those strategies in reading and writing (density) over an extended period of time (duration). The consistency of positive outcomes on multiple measures strongly points to the efficacy of using this approach with ELLs.”
I already liked the sound of the methodology of this study. I look forward to finding out how teachers “holistically” assessed their writing and what the authors deemed as “high expectations” for ELLs.
Re: Inside Charlie’s Classroom: I love how this is presented! No dry, metalanguage here! The authors immediately introduce us to the cognitive strategies employed in the study in a comprehensive and straight-forward fashion. Then the authors explain that “Many teachers of struggling students and English language learners (ELLs) avoid teaching strategic reading and analytical writing to their secondary students because they feel the skills required (analyzing text and forming interpretations, development of a meaningful thesis, control of organization, effective use of evidence and supporting details, sentence variety, and control of the conventions of written English) are too sophisticated for the population they serve. Yet these are the very abilities assessed on new high-stakes high school exit exams.” On its face, it seems like the age-old question of should we teach to the test, or try to do more? But in this case, teaching and having “high expectations” is “to the test”. It would be nice if assessment and LOs weren’t always at odds, or seemingly so.
I am (pleasantly!) surprised by the demographic shifts happening in California, and likely most of urban America. This article was written 10 years ago, but says… “Of all SAUSD students, 98.5% are from ethnically diverse populations: 88.9% Hispanic, 5.6% Asian/Pacific Islander, and 1.3% Black….Although the general school-age population in the United States is only 12% greater than it was in 1991, the ELL population nationwide has skyrocketed, increasing by 105% (Kindler, 2002).” That last number is 15 years old. Imagine how it is now! The authors go on to adopt a definition of literacy: “As defined by Scarcella (2003), academic literacy not only involves the ability to use academic English, a variety or register of English used in professional books and characterized by the specific linguistic features associated with academic disciplines, but also higher-order thinking, including conceptualizing, inferring, inventing, and testing (pp. 18-19).” The authors end the section explaining that “skill and drill” techniques with little critical thinking has been a “disservice” to ELLs because students, at least in this study, have shown demonstrative and measurable improvement when given the chance.
Re: Conceptual Framework: The authors based their study on the observation that “Experienced readers and writers purposefully select and orchestrate cognitive strategies that are appropriate for the literacy task at hand (Flower & Hayes, 1981a).” As an educated native English speaker, I wish I could say that I were more aware of the strategies I regularly employ to read and comprehend text efficiently, but I am becoming more and more aware due to my current vocation! Indeed, teaching the DRE course refreshed much the metacognitive awareness I had as a student, and now as a teacher-researcher. “In order to help students develop confidence and competence, research suggests that teachers need to provide systematic and explicit instruction in strategies used by mature readers and writers and help students develop declarative, procedural, and conditional knowledge of these cognitive strategies, thereby building students’ metacognitive control of specific strategies (….Pressley, 2000).” Exactly! Students need to be trained to recognize various texts and then choose their approach. I feel like at this point, intimate knowledge and understanding of the L1 would greatly help shift those skills to the L2. Mmm… Maybe worth the look. “Furthermore, research also suggests that when reading and writing are taught together, they engage students in a greater use and variety of cognitive strategies than do reading and writing taught separately (Tierney & Shanahan, 1991).” *sucks teeth* Well, it’s not that I DON’T believe this, but again, it’s the smooth implementation that can trip up an instructor. I am adding to the model texts my composition students see, but I also feel a bit of pressure to just go with the curriculum as is. I know. There’s no one holding a knife to my throat. Anyway, you’ll all be glad to know that I have made a Newsela account for my class, so now we’re going to be doing a lot more reading and discussing and inferring and conceptualizing.
I should state that it has been a little over a week since I started reading this article. Since then, my students have been reading biographical articles on Newsela (the next writing prompt is to write about a person you know well) and reflecting on them. Also, I have assessed their first essays. Overall, not terrible, but we have a lot to work on in terms of grammar and punctuation. Organization and content are okay, and indeed, those are things that we MUST focus on in this course, and we will and do. However, the class average was lower than I expected. It needs to be a solid B, not a solid C.
I’m going to implement the group grammar tutorials I did last time. This is where students who have the same or similar grammatical problems research to become experts on that grammar issue and then instruct the class in correcting said issue. I will give them authentic ungrammatical sentences from their writings with which to demonstrate. After that, they’ll do some intensive grammar exercises and reflections on any other outstanding grammatical issues I’ve identified. A few of the students are taking grammar, but having placed into this level of writing, they need to up their game dramatically. As I expressed in the previous entry, I don’t want to be THAT teacher — the one who passes on students just so no boats are rocked.
So that I remain consistent, I’m going to go ahead and post this entry. Stay tuned for the next!
…May have to be much shorter than that one I picked for this second week.
I actually have 20 essays (and their accompanying pre-writings) to evaluate and a job interview for which I have volunteered to drive 8 hours round-trip, thus biting into grading and blogging time.
On the bright side, I will meet up with three old friends over the weekend! And that is so good for the soul.
I need to really learn how to not lament my lot in life.
It is so very easy to look around at my peers and feel like a total mess if not simply a loser. There is the professional lamentation. I regularly find myself envying the (professional!) life of an old friend of mine who posts on Instagram. Not Instagram’s fault, and I’m proud of her work in international relations! But then there’s the simple fiscal inequities. I hate that I haven’t escaped the niggling notion that money would solve all of my problems. I do need money in that unromantic, unfulfilling, crass way that we all do. I certainly would be up the creek if anything were to happen to my health. Hand-to-mouth is definitely not a socially expeditious way to live.
But I really do resent this reality.
I’ll get up and go, but 2257 can’t come fast enough. Beam me up, Scotty.
Abstract: “Drawing on ecological language learning theories and situated teacher learning theory …., the authors present findings from participants in a focus group (N = 10) and follow-up interviews (N = 6) conducted with a set of secondary English language arts and English as a second language (ESL) teachers. Within overlapping institutional/professional and pedagogical contexts, teachers identified teacher expertise, high-stakes testing, classroom assessment and grading, placement and tracking, and disciplinary disconnects as the ecological factors most influential in their instructional choices related to ELL writers.”
Having read that, I said to myself, “So, in other words, EVERYTHING. Everything affects everything regarding ELL writing instruction?” Seriously, “teacher expertise,…testing, classroom assessment and grading, placement and tracking, and disciplinary disconnects” to me sound like “everything”. But I continued reading.
Re: Introduction: I can attest to the reality of some ELLs “infiltrating” the English language arts classroom without the benefit of robust and effective English language grammatical and rhetorical ability. I taught a DRE (Developmental Reading and English for English as a first language students) course where I had 3 ELL students. One passed — her written language skills were quite sufficient, but the other two honestly should have been in the EFL program. And ideally that’s what should have happened, but there is not enough policing of course enrollment in that way.
Re: Teacher Ecologies: The authors derived the teacher ecologies I just ridiculed by way of the student ecologies identified by Ortmeier-Hooper and Enright (2011) and the ecological framework championed by Lee (2013). I looked up the word “ecology” and it is defined as the study of the relationship between organisms and other organisms or physical surroundings. Without the benefit of having read Lee, I am sympathetic to the idea of closely investigating how students’ relationships with each other, teachers and the institutions of higher learning that are demanding production impact their ability to perform. I just fear that this ecology is too broad for this paper to sufficiently cover even the most fundamental points of conflict. I suppose that is why the authors have chosen to center topics around three questions, one of which being “What tensions or dilemmas do teachers identify in the “ecologies” in which they teach adolescent ELL writers?” The key qualification being “teachers identify” — that way the authors are not roped into trying to do it all. If the teachers don’t identify the dilemma, the authors don’t have to analyze! Take notes, Prinny.
Re: Professional Issues: The one and only professional development (PD) session I ever conducted was on assessment, and in terms of becoming aware of and correcting ELL composition issues, I wholeheartedly agree with Lee’s (2011) finding that formative assessment is where it’s at. Institutional issues include an obsession with summative assessment, which is testing that happens at the end of the course/unit, but how can we make sure the student will be (more) successful at the end if we don’t monitor progress throughout? I also had to remind myself exactly what the definition of “cognitive strategy” in reading is, and upon reviewing Olsen and Land (2007), it is loosely defined as “making visible…the thinking tools experienced readers and writers access in the process of meaning construction”. Cognitive strategy is something I would very much like to study and implement in the classroom, but I bet, knowing me, that I am already. Will look into it.
Re: Pedagogical Issues: I am currently teaching an ESL Comp III course in a computer lab and we’re just now getting to our first essay, so this section is all quite salient. I just finished up a week of teaching outlining basics, and then had them outline their paper and begin typing up the first draft. I implemented — clumsily — peer editing. I say clumsily because once writing began Tuesday, everyone was going at their own pace, which I like. But it also results (for a number of reasons) in uneven adherence to the process, which is bad. So today, I had everyone on the same page, doing the same thing, and I provided a more detailed and coherent guideline for the peer editing, something scaffolded enough to be useful for the majority of levels in the class. As an ESL instructor, I am surprised to learn that other ESL instructors do not require multiple drafts (Lee, 2009). I always emphasize that, as much as I love you, no paper is perfect, and I want to see how you got from Point A to Point B. I emphasize the process. How can I teach process writing if I skip over assessing the student’s understanding and implementation of the process? It is also a surefire way of checking that students are even doing the work. Even if students don’t realize they’re going through a process, we do, and we should have a measurable record of their journey.
Ooh! My favorite word: differentiation. I kid. For me, the biggest barrier to true differentiated instruction is teacher-student ratios, but I digress. Here, the authors discuss how differentiated instruction combined with interesting and relevant input (reading) has potential to improve writing. I have no doubt about that, which is why I will very likely repeat some of the activities I did three years ago in the same course, involving A LOT of model texts and a LOT of group coaching and collaboration.
Re: Institutional Issues: I don’t see a problem with focusing on form and organization; they have true merits and are great stepping stones to more liberated writing rhetoric. But I suppose the hangup is when those are ALL a teacher focuses on — too much of a good thing. Also, I think the problem is the focus’s summative nature. The final learning outcome (LO) needs to be something like “good writing” or whatever, and form and organization (“writing”) is the container into which the students pour their ideas (“good”). It is interesting that in this section, they describe what I saw in the DRE classroom. The only saving grace, which ultimately did not save, was that the publisher’s online portal did have a section specifically for improving ELLs’ grammar. Also, my DRE course did not have “out-of-context vocabulary drills” and I’m not sure what “basic skills” means.
I would be interested in learning about the purpose of the remedial tracks investigated by Kanno and Kangas (2014). Were the ELLs funneled into these remedial tracks because they had been unduly promoted through their ESL studies in the first place? Sure, as teachers, we wish to do everything reasonable in our power to give students the chance to succeed, but how often have we educators witnessed the system and/or fellow educators pass along students ill-prepared for what lies ahead? How much slack are, for example, content teachers supposed to take up when ESL teachers don’t?
Re: Study Design and Methodology: As described by the authors…
“Using a purposeful sampling method…, all secondary ELA (N = 114) and ESL (N = 16) teachers from public and private schools in a medium-sized city and surrounding counties in a southeastern U.S. state were invited to participate in the study, using publicly available email addresses posted on school websites. Participants were asked to join a conversation about their perspectives on how to approach ELLs’ writing; 10 teachers agreed to participate in the focus group, and 6 of those 10 agreed to participate in follow-up interviews.
“The study’s lead researcher facilitated an audio-recorded, 2-hour focus group discussion while the other two researchers observed and took field notes. Prior to the focus group, teachers were sent writing samples collected from three Spanish-speaking 10th graders of upper beginning to intermediate English proficiency who were classified as ELLs and had participated in a separate study. Teachers were asked to consider each text’s strengths and weaknesses and next steps if they were to work with those writers.
“We made a multimedia presentation to illustrate tentative findings and sent it to all focus group teachers. We invited teachers to participate in 30-minute individual interviews; six participants agreed and were interviewed.
“Using an interpretative-qualitative method… for data analysis, we read the focus group transcription individually and then jointly discussed emergent themes and derived initial codes, which focused on both the ways in which teachers responded to the writing samples and the ways they described their own teaching ecologies…we developed findings based on resulting emergent themes and codes, removing themes that were not concerns shared by multiple participants. We then identified supporting relevant data excerpts for each theme.”
Re: Views on ELL Writing: Teachers’ assessments of grammar, punctuation and vocabulary were low, but higher for organization and syntax; not surprising at all! As usual, the devil is in the details. “Both ELA and ESL teachers suggested the use of models and mini-lessons for grammar and punctuation. However, ESL teachers also suggested focused vocabulary strategies, resource use, and differentiation of instructional tasks, whereas ELA teachers recommended additional grammatically focused activities alongside general writing process approaches…” I am intrigued by this because, at first blush, I think that I lean towards the ELA instructional models in my current position. I certainly use models and do tutorials (mini-lessons) in grammar and punctuation, and I provide them with a plethora of self-exclamatory language resources, but I, despite being an ESL instructor on paper, do a fair amount of complex writing process guidance. Students learn about the writing process in my class. I take the course’s LOs very literally so I don’t do much in the way of vocabulary. I see vocabulary and spelling as incidental variables in student composition. (I have been mulling over ways to include spelling training, and a student explicitly asked for some help in that area.) Using the ample resources literally at their fingertips, they can improve word choice, discover new words, manipulate words…. I guess what I am missing is vocabulary “strategies” which I am not even sure I understand. Maybe I’m already employing them; hopefully the authors will elaborate. I could make vocabulary a part of the course but I am not terribly hot on the idea because the topics we write about are not specialized — they don’t have any jargon or complexities that couldn’t be thoroughly covered with their existing intermediate/high-int vocabulary. Keep in mind, this study is on adolescent ELLs.
Re: Pedagogical Expertise: “Though there was consensus that (ELA) teachers sought ELL-specific strategies, there was also some questioning of their uniqueness.” This is probably the single most fascinating and telling portion of the data analysis. These ELA teachers felt that when they did discover something strategic about teaching ELL writing, it did not strike them as unique to ELL instruction; such strategies were actually good “whole-student” strategies. The authors question these teachers’ questioning, calling it an “uncertain knowledge base”, likely because such revelations would essentially put ESL out of business, so to speak. What if good teaching was just good teaching? Giving the authors the benefit of the doubt, I will read on…
Re: Assessment: The most problematic issue. A teacher said, “One way is [to] cut them a pass … on all the grammar stuff, and just … go for content, … the quality of their thought, … especially when, for example, if I’m assessing Macbeth, … their grammar might not matter. The other way is to try to hold them to the same standard as the other kids, which is what happens on the standardized testing; but then, that’s not really fair or serving them.” I “solve” this by using a rubric where the LOs of the course are my guide. It’s easy for me because my course a course for English language learners on a specific language skill. Compositions have certain guidelines and we all know them and they are assessed accordingly. Differentiation (helping this person/group with A while helping that person/group with B) has to happen before the paper is turned in, because by then, it’s too late. I cannot differentiate grades. Context matters so much here. I feel like the lesson is to not have blended classes. ELLs have their language arts, and English L1s have theirs. I guess the ironic thing is that differentiation should exist in both classes! Again, good teaching! But…
“ESL teachers expressed frustration with their inability to assess the progress of individual students in standards-based curricula and instruction. Sarah explained, “Grades should measure growth, not the ability to reach standards” (Interview, 11/1/12). She continued, explaining that if teachers assess only students’ meeting of standards, they cannot accurately see students’ writing development.” This is also very true. However, the authors are mistaken in pinning the extrication of the role of assessment on teachers, saying that they need more training. Unless it’s some kind of co-op where teachers create the standards, this sounds like a job for administration and school boards. In other words, someone needs to make the decision loooong before students step foot in the classroom. Students and teachers ought to know what is being assessed and how, and it needs to be sustainable. Perhaps a combined portfolio (ungraded, illustrating students’ progression) and score (curved, compared with peers) would work. But someone — anyone — needs to make a decision!
Re: Conclusions: The authors “call for a continued emphasis on writing instruction and preparing both language specialists (ESL teachers) and ELA teachers for those [Common Core] demands. Although our teachers were deeply concerned about ELL writers’ success, their limited solutions for ELL writers but lengthy discussions of ecological tensions suggest there is much work to be done both at the preservice and in-service levels.” I look forward to reviewing the “models of grammar instruction that are deeply integrated into…writing and literary instruction” by Palincsar & Schleppegrell (2014) and Wong Fillmore (2014). I also agree that assessment need not be punitive, but that summative assessment also need not be abandoned. Another great take-away is “a consideration of ELL students (as well as their language and content assessment scores) as everyone’s responsibility might help both sets of teachers attend to ELLs’ needs for language development and academic content learning”. Also, “related to placement and tracking, what does it mean for ELLs to be enrolled in college preparatory courses if these environments do not facilitate their success, and who holds responsibility for shaping writing instruction in those environments?”
Going back to my approach to the composition course I teach, it would be difficult for me to take on their grammar development any more than I do now, or intend to. I’ve identified certain class-wide grammar issues, and indeed, some individual, and many of them will be addressed, but (1) not to the point of elimination and (2) there has to be balance because I still have to teach to my LOs. Am I, by focusing on writing form and conventions, passing the buck? We’ll see. Perhaps Palincsar & Schleppegrell and Wong Fillmore can be of help.
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Not necessarily “new” but necessarily newly discovered and desired.
I WANT TO PUBLISH IN MY FIELD.
But I know that my attention span and chaotic approach (to some endeavors) might be problematic to that goal. I have been asking astute teachers (ie. friends) if they would like to join me in coauthoring a piece of research. Can’t say I’m getting much of a bite.
There’s been hemming and hawing over the length of the, as of now, completely imaginary piece. To me, that is something you decide after you’ve got a topic, done the research and planned the draft.
I have been asked about topics. Since I want to coauthor, I do not see how I can be the sole decision maker. I am interested in ESL composition/writing, technology and ideas of autonomy in the classroom, but I cannot get married before I have met the groom.
Someone brought up publishers. I don’t have a paper yet! And there are plenty. It is useful to know submission guidelines, but not now, before I even know what I’m talking about. I am not obsessing over editors — I’m writing to colleagues.
Maybe I am being too nonchalant about those three issues, but I don’t see how I can be a hardliner either. What I do know is that I can’t wait for these colleagues forever. If they aren’t interested, I would much prefer that response.
To get the creative juices flowing, I will make this into my academic review blog. I will simply read one (two if I’m lucky) ESL articles a week and write a review.
Well. Hop to it.
I am no longer pursuing the PC.
The position was listed as “Primary Education Teacher Trainer”, but the description was typical of all ESL positions offered by the PC, and did not list any particular “training” activities. I chalked this up to the tendency for their descriptions to be vague.
When I interviewed, I most certainly interviewed as someone fervently seeking a teacher TRAINER position. I mentioned this numerous times, explaining how excited I was to grow my experiences into the training/back channel side of education, to give teachers the training I always thought was needed, etc.
I was never corrected.
So imagine my surprise when, after asking for a more specific description of “Teacher Trainer”, my placement officer told me to not be “thrown off” by the title.
THROWN OFF by a very specific job title of a very specific role?
No, I would simply be co-teaching primary kids English . There is no overt leadership/trainer aspect of the job (other than what I would bring to it in extracurricular activities).
I told the placement officer, “Unfortunately, while I am still so very much interested in the mission of the PC, I am not interested in returning to teaching primary school EFL classes”.
At some point in my life, I have to stop making lateral moves. Going back to that type of work, even with a chance at a government job afterwards, is not wise, and more importantly, would be terribly unfulfilling.
Thankfully, through my research, I came across a RPCV who did admit that their job descriptions are often vague and, on occasion, misleading.
I am certain that the placement officer is disgruntled by my withdrawal. Once these behemoth bureaucratic cranks start turning to onboard someone, grinding them to a stop and attempting to fill the spot with someone else has got to be an ordeal. However, I, too, spent precious time and money gathering documents and getting medical examinations and preparing myself socially, financially and emotionally for a 27 month sacrifice.
Oh well. At least I stopped the process before medical clearance. They’ve still got 5 months.
I have an odd sense of release and relief. I am making plans to improve myself professionally, take courses, training, reading more, less Facebooking, more exercising and creating, writing, helping….
I am ultimately at peace.
I’ve begun compiling my copious pages medical information.
Thanks to mom for keeping EVERYTHING, I have old vaccination records from school. I also stopped by the county health department to see what they had on me. I’ll compare those lists with MAP’s list (MAP being the online medical information portal PC uses) to make sure I’m covered.
I need to make sure I’ve printed out all the MAP forms necessary for my appointment tomorrow. I think I have. I already went to the dentist and got that filled out.I was shocked by how cheap the visit was. I remember back when getting a mouthful of X-rays cost an arm and a leg, and $800. With this random discount plan I bought online (Obamacare doesn’t do dental), I paid $40 and was in and out in less than 40 mins. Amazeballs.
The singular good thing about it taking a bit of time to get these appointments scheduled is that my Obamacare has now kicked in with this new year. Not sure how much I’ll “save”, but it’s good to know I have insurance at all.
I also downloaded Pimsleur’s Albanian. I’m a fan of Pimsleur. If you’re a strong auditory or auditory/kinesthetic learner, it’s golden. I only listened to the first 30 min lesson and I was getting things down. And of course I listen while doing something else. I don’t know how to simply listen anymore. I figure if your brain can learn while coordinating your limbs, you’ve learned, but good.
Oh, if I remember correctly, I also need to update my PCV resume to reflect things that I intend to do to prepare for my job and explain more specifically how my past positions and experiences equip me to perform this job. I have a feeling that’ll be one of the last things to get done.
Finally, I decided to un-loc my locs. I am doing it because I am tired of trying, and failing, to keep them manicured and I doubt I’ll have access to a loctician in Kosovo. Ironically, the country’s Peace Corp director is a black woman with locs, and not just any locs, but sistalocs. How she does it, I can only imagine. My brother, who served in Bosnia in the 90s, claimed that there were many Jamaicans in the area working. Perhaps they are also doing black/African hair. Either way, I think this is best for me. I miss styling my hair. It was a fun learning experiment, but I think I’m over it. My hair just isn’t kinky enough. I was blessed with fine, curly, easy to manage hair. Why fight it?